Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
-- New Order "Bizarre Love Triangle" Brotherhood
A new journal site typically has the obligatory first entry. Sometimes it is used to introduce the writer, or reintroduce the writer as the case may be, to the journal readers. This entry serves two purposes: to say 'Hey! yeah, I'm back!" and to provide a test entry as I develop the style sheets and customize Moveable Type to work the way I want it to work.
I've opted for the original model of The Mind's I: the first page is a list of dates and entry titles. I want it to work differently from the weblog since it serves a different purpose. Occasionally items will cross over from one to the other and I will post on my weblog when I update my journal. I still haven't put my finger on what I want to do with my livejournal site. It's languishing with indecision. Will it be my blog or is it just for fandom stuff? Which fandoms? If I write up a movie review, where should it go? Here?
Indecision keeps me from building and working on my sites. It's a lame excuse. I am trying to find a balance.